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hey guys,

I decided to not post here anymore

My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday, I can’t sleep or eat, I don’t even know how to breathe without my heart hurting all the time

I feel like shit, I feel useless and worthless and I wish I could end this, every second. I never felt so desperate. I don’t even talk to anyone. I don’t want to. I’m sorry

also, I decided to seek help because of my urge to cut, and yes I started to cut again. I’m also afraid I’m starting do feel suicidal again.

I dont know if I can talk to my parents about this, it would hurt my mother knowing I hurt myself everyday, I really dont know

I’m not gonna delete this blog because of all the memories

and I wanted to thank everyone who followed, supported me  and alway liked my blog

thank you and I hope you’re all alright

goodbye

I waht to throw up …it’s always the same. We’re having a fight and all you can say is ‘i don’t want to see you, you’re fucking annoying me’ and then you won’t stop ignoring me. Always the same. i’m not happy anymore. You make me wanna throw up.

"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."

Winona Ryder (via everyday-islike-sunday)

(wintergefluesterから)

"If you look at the fact that you have a roof over your head, food to eat, that you are young and beautiful and live in a peaceful land, then no, you have nothing to be sad about. But the fact is, we are not only a physical body, we have souls too, and sometimes our souls get sick. If you break a leg you don’t just say ‘I have no reason to have a broken leg’ and ignore it; you seek help. It’s the same when your soul gets hurt. Don’t apologize for being sad."

— My doctor when I told her I had no reason to be sad (via l084)

(元記事: hrive-ithiliel (tokyoseoulondonewyorkから))

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Basics

I am male
I am female
I am neither male or female
I am a under the age of 18
I am 18 or older
I am straight
I am gay or lesbian
I am bisexual or pansexual
I am trans

Friendship

I have two or more friends
I have one friend
I have no friends
I have/had a best friend
I am close with my friend(s)
I spend a lot of time with friends
I have a crush on a friend
I hate a friend
I wish I had fewer friends
I wish I had more friends

Relationships

I am single
I am in a relationship
I am married
I am a virgin
I often date
I prefer to date extroverted people
I prefer to date people who are like me
I prefer to date people who are unlike me
I take relationships very seriously
I have high standards
I date people who are overweight
I date people who are skinny


Negativity


I have/had depression
I have cried myself to sleep
I have/had anxiety
I am often lonely
I keep a lot of emotions inside
I am scared of talking to people I want to talk more to
I have an eating disorder
I have low self-esteem
I often feel I embarrass myself
I have been abused
I feel people consider me dumb or don’t take me seriously
I am quickly jealous
I feel people want me to be someone/something I’m not
I have been sexually assaulted
I have experienced discrimination/racism

Positivity

I have become a better person
I have gotten out of a bad period of time
I am confident
I am looking forward to something
I have enjoyed myself over the past week
I have met a famous person
I consider myself a kindhearted person
I am currently feeling relaxed and comfortable
I appreciate the little things in life
I have nobody in my life whom I hate
I have achieved something large this year
I am part of a religion that brings me peace
I have lost a lot of weight
I have a movie/game/song which cheers me up


I…


get scared from watching horror movies
…play a sport
read a lot of books
…have allergies
…feel shy around the opposite gender
…am a feminist
believe in love at first sight
…own an instrument
…can draw
am listening to music right now
value romance and friendship equally
have sneaked out of the house
…am outgoing
…respect people’s comfort zones and personal space
…am deaf
…spend money on a daily basis
…want to write a book
…can ride a horse
…am asexual
…put my hands over my face when I’m flattered
…like the colors pink and yellow
…own an xbox
…shop at least once a week
…have a drivers license
…drink alcoholic beverages
…would like a friend of the opposite gender
…get scared by unsettling imagery and screamers
…eat fast food at least twice a week


Likes and Dislikes


I like parties (sometimes)
I dislike parties
I like perfume
I dislike perfume
I like “so bad it’s good” movies
I dislike “so bad it’s good movies”
I like playing video games
I dislike playing video games
I like chocolate
I dislike chocolate
I like having a busy schedule
I dislike having a busy schedule
I like laughing at my own jokes
I dislike laughing at my own jokes
I like compliments
I dislike compliments
I like heavy metal music
I dislike heavy metal music
I like snow
I dislike snow
I like taking walks with someone
I dislike taking walks with someone
I like people who aren’t very talkative
I dislike people who aren’t very talkative

"I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong."

— Humans of New York - Amman, Jordan (via samanthaptra)

(元記事: 5000letters (lunarm0xieから))