I decided to not post here anymore
My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday, I can’t sleep or eat, I don’t even know how to breathe without my heart hurting all the time
I feel like shit, I feel useless and worthless and I wish I could end this, every second. I never felt so desperate. I don’t even talk to anyone. I don’t want to. I’m sorry
also, I decided to seek help because of my urge to cut, and yes I started to cut again. I’m also afraid I’m starting do feel suicidal again.
I dont know if I can talk to my parents about this, it would hurt my mother knowing I hurt myself everyday, I really dont know
I’m not gonna delete this blog because of all the memories
and I wanted to thank everyone who followed, supported me and alway liked my blog
thank you and I hope you’re all alright